Those of you who know me or who follow me on twitter know that I’ve recently had to quit running due to an injury and that I’ve finally started long past due physical therapy to help heal my injury and hopefully prevent it from happening again.
Here’s the whole story from beginning to end.
Last summer I was pulling 10-15 miles on weekends and days off work…so I decided, why not train for a marathon?
So I did, except I didn’t taper like I was supposed to. I ran 22 miles 3 weeks before, 10 miles 2 weeks before and 16 the week before. Well, that was dumb. Tapering is supposed to let you recover while not making you lose the ability to pull that long of a distance. So the last 3 weeks of marathon training started making me hurt a bit, but I figured I’d be fine to run the race.
Race day came. 16 miles into it my left leg felt like it was going to fall off. I had developed a HUGE case of ITBS due to downhills, overpronating and mostly NOT STRETCHING properly. This was my race. I wanted to finish. I didn’t care if I couldn’t run for a while afterwards. I WAS NOT GOING TO WALK. I made it, in a ridiculous time of 5:48:something. Sad. I was running 14 minute miles by the 20th mile because I was so hurt.
And the kicker: after I got home, the Bears vs Vikings game was still on…so what did I do instead of stretching and taking an ice bath and starting some cold/heat therapy? I watched the rest of the game. BIG MISTAKE.
Fast forward about 2 weeks (I got the stomach flu in there and we went somewhere for work..so fortunately I couldn’t run during the two-week period following the race). I started trying to run again. I was still injured. I tried running 5 miles because to me, that was a short distance. I’ve been running at least 5 miles a day for about 5 years…so I figured that would be okay. It wasn’t. I kept trying though and it made things worse.
Finally I read somewhere that short distances with speedwork would help heal my ITBS. This was something new to me, but I tried it. I managed to hit a 25 minute 5k and was pretty impressed with my speed. Suddenly my 10-minute mile average cranked up to an 8:30/mi average! I didn’t think I could do that, let alone run a mile in under 7 minutes, but that’s because I never tried. Because of my venture into short distances and speed work, my ITBS had gotten better.
On Februrary 2nd, I started training for the Drake On the Roads 1/2 Marathon. This was to be my “comeback” race and with my newfound speed, I could definitely break my PR and finish in under 2 hours (I was looking at a 1:45:00 time — last year I finished in 2:08:something). My knee quit showing symptoms of ITBS and my hip only hurt when I did my longer mileage on the weekend…but I thought that was normal.
Well, my hip started to hurt during the week too. And it started to hurt on days I didn’t run. SO I started cross training…like I should have done a while ago. That actually made things worse because I cranked up the resistance and elliptical machines aren’t built for my little short body.
Finally, I took a week off work and drove 3 hours to my parents house. That is usually my running haven. I can run hills…out in the middle of nowhere…on gravel. I love it. I can run 15 miles uninterrupted by traffic. Well I was planning to do just that, when I got hit by an old lady, had to file a police report and only ended up running 7 miles before my hip decided I couldn’t take it anymore (unfortunately, not related to being hit). I took a day off and ran 6 miles 2 days later, didn’t really stretch and drove home. I thought my leg was going to fall off by the end of my drive. Driving is probably the worst pain of all I’ve experienced lately. It hurts more to drive than it does at the end of a run.
I got home, didn’t run for a few days and decided that Sunday was going to be my last run for a while. I jogged an easy 2 miles and tried to enjoy it. It was a beautiful day, but I just wasn’t feeling it.
That next Wednesday I finally went to the doctor and they referred me to a physical therapist. Yay. Finally. I’m going to be normal again. It’s just going to take some time.
So here I am. I started PT last week and already I’ve seen a great improvement. It’s been 2 weeks today since I’ve ran. It was really hard the first week, but now I’m starting to get used to it. Yesterday I used the elliptical for the first time (with less resistance and going forward instead of backward) and it *almost* felt like I was running. It was like I was flirting with running’s less attractive sibling. Close, but not quite.
A lot of my hesitance to quit running came from my fear of weight gain. I’m little, yes, but that’s because I work at it. Take away my exercise regime and I’m screwed. Fortunately, I haven’t gained weight. Actually, I’ve lost 2 pounds. I’ve been working on lifting with my upper body and apparently other exercises burn more calories for me since I’m biomechanically fit for running because that’s pretty much all I’ve done for several years.
I’m really getting into cycling, but I know I’d like it more if I was outside. I *might* get a new bike this year, but we’ll see. I’m waiting for my PT bill. I’m also trying to save for a new car (hoping to get one about a year from now). I just bought swimwear yesterday (side note: I’m a germ freak. I hate pool water). I’m hoping to add swimming to my cross training. I would train for a triathalon, but there is no way I’m ever swimming in a non-chlorinated body of water…so that’s out.
So I’m surviving, but I miss running. Fortunately it seems like the weather KNOWS that I quit running. There has probably only been 1-2 days since I quit that I would have wanted to be outside running. It’s been excessively windy on nice days, rainy and now super blizzardy out. Yes, I’ve been known to run in adverse conditions, but I’ve never run in rain, I hate running in wind AND I don’t run while it’s snowing this hard.
Yay for me. I’m hoping my comeback will be sometime this summer. I’m going to shoot for the Des Moines Marathon (half) in the fall for sure. I don’t think I’ll ever run another full marathon. It’s just not worth it to me. Plus, my race is the half. I can get a really good time in that race if I try and 13.1 miles isn’t going to kill my body.
So for now, I’m just going to be on the sidelines jealously cheering people on who are able to go out and run a few miles. Seriously. I speed-walked down my usual short route (Kingman to Polk and back — 4 miles) the other day and I saw a bunch of people running. I had to hold back the urge to cry and the urge to cheer them on. I’m sure they would have been totally confused and/or pissed at my gesture, but whatever. I’m a has-been..well more like a never-was since I never was that good. Maybe I can be good or at least in the upper-half of average this next time around.
So that’s that. You’ve got all the details now.
EDIT:
I can’t believe I wrote this post today (of all days) without mentioning my friend Devin who passed away a year ago today and inspired me to run my first half marathon. He wasn’t a runner, but he was very inspirational and was kind of a dare-devil. I was wavering between running it and wussing out…and I could just hear him say, “For Christ’s sake, Calee, quit being a pussy and DO IT already.” So I did it. And since then, on days that I didn’t want to go out, I would think of him. I thought of him during the last few miles of my race and I’m thinking of him today. It’s snowing. I almost feel like he has a part in it. Maybe not, but it seems like a prank he might pull to throw us all off. Either way, I miss him. I was out running a 13-mile run last year when I missed the call from my friend about his death. I was probably running when he died. It just makes sense to keep running now.
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